I'm confused... Although I have no reason whatsoever to suspect it, I think the girl I have a crush on still has a crush on a guy she knows from... somewhere. He probably has a crush on her too. I don't know why I didn't think of it sooner... or why I even thought of it in the first place, but it would make sense, I suppose.

In reality, I guess there are a whole lot of things that I've been overlooking that just shout that they really like eachother. His comments about her being sexy, for one... those should have been a dead give away, but I probably blinded myself from the truth on purpose. Something she said to me when I first told her I liked her should have made me realize it, too, but I was too caught up in the moment to realize she really meant it.

I'm not going to try to pry her away, no matter how much I'd like to. I'm not going to send the guy a letter with anthrax in. I'm not going to try to evicerate, mutilate, disembowel, or mangle him in any way... I'm not going to get mad at her, I won't do anything to bother her. All I'm going to do is cry.

Later, DS
~ I think I'm glad that arrow hit so close to my heart.

well thats what happens when you live in a school of 700, and 680 of them are fighting and freaking out over who gets to be the drama kings and queens.
» jamie on 2004-06-06 03:49:37

king and queen...not plural
» jamie on 2004-06-06 03:49:51

awww
gawrsh, rob. you sure know how to make a girl feel sort of...erm. depressed. have a hug. *hugs you* it's okay, kiddo. time is a good healer.
» peanutbutterjunkie on 2004-06-07 12:55:29

Hi there. Yes we are friends. Since...uh...I don't know. 2001?2002? Oh well, does it matter? What does matter is: she is one hell of a friend. Wanna know why? I love her big mouth. I love her originality. I also love her intelligence. And many things more. Cuz I don't need a friend who changes when I change and who nods when I nod; my shadow does that much better. Sounds familiar? I bet it does. Btw, i like reading your xanga and other blogs. I hope you don't have a problem with that. Oh and...I don't collect lace pillows...! People tell me you have an open mind. I like that. Cuz I think closed minds should come with closed mouths! Care for a Belgian waffle? Salutations
» zappay (81.165.80.22) on 2004-06-07 08:48:57

Hi there. Yes we are friends. Since...uh...I don't know. 2001?2002? Oh well, does it matter? What does matter is: she is one hell of a friend. Wanna know why? I love her big mouth. I love her originality. I also love her intelligence. And many things more. Cuz I don't need a friend who changes when I change and who nods when I nod; my shadow does that much better. Sounds familiar? I bet it does. Btw, i like reading your xanga and other blogs. I hope you don't have a problem with that. Oh and...I don't collect lace pillows...! People tell me you have an open mind. I like that. Cuz I think closed minds should come with closed mouths! Care for a Belgian waffle? Salutations
» zappay (81.165.80.22) on 2004-06-07 08:49:31

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